Monday, April 18, 2005
HELLO TO ONE & ALL! :D
Just came back from Koven. Hahah! Went to buy presents, took neos & lunch! (: Hahaha! Looking at the darn prints would make me laugh nonstop larh okay. Thanks to sarahfong. Her sensation/enjoyment in the print machine! (: Her face look as though she just got.. raped? & she's 'certified to be an idiot, 100%ly" Hahahaha! I'll put it up in friendster when someone scans it! (:
I'm tired. I had enough of all sorts of nonsense from people. You said you would be there, but all the time, you never. All you bother about is that someone else. Yeah, go ahead lah huh. Whatever things. I don't wanna bother anymore. Sigh.
The day was like darn great but something bad really spoiled my mood. Yeah. I don't have the mood to blog anymore.
Few things to blog before I end. Really gotta blog this in. Sigh.
I feel backstabbed. Little did I thought someone like you would talk bad about me. Sigh. Have you ever put yourself into my shoes & think about how does it feels like to be like me? Never. You can't be bothered to. Yeah, I love splashing water on YOU. You know I don't. I don't hate you. I don't know what I did to make you felt that way. Instead of concern, you thought I was there to harm you & want you dead. I don't, y'know. I treat you like a friend, more than that, a sister. Like I've told you in the text, I treat you like a sister still. I still love you even I hated people who fags. But when I thought of the times we used to play & fool around, I won't want to hate you. I appreciate us. & I love the memories we used to have. Playing around in school till 6, walking all the way down in the rain, cry & weep for stupid friends who aint worth it, sob for guys/bungs that we love but doesnt worth the tears, talking about our daily lives. All these, you might forget them, but I wouldn't. I never will. These were the days when we used to play & fool around. Sigh. Anyway,it's all over now. We're still us. & I'm sorry, I hope you're okay. -hugs- I still love you, yeah. I'd still be here for you, I'd still care & concern about you. Always will, never fail to. (: Loves. Take care.
Michelle : It was all a misunderstanding. It's all over now. (: I'm fine, I'm okay. You know why I'm so greatly affected, don't you? As you know, I've lost those whom I thought were friends. Sigh. Okay, no one is perfect, nobody can be. Neither am I. So, why bother? I used to think like how you did too, but it's useless. No one is perfect. God made you this way. Be happy that he made you this way, appreciate it. (: I love you for who you are & not someone whom I want you to be. Not like * don't talk about me, though we're close in appearance, but inside of her, she has got alot to talk about me, y'know? Like what she told you that time, was why she dislike you. She told you already. Don't get much affected by it, yeah? There's plenty who loves you, like I do! :D Heh. I'm not gonna leave you all alone in the dark, I'm here with you. I'd walk through this tough situation that you're in now(which you did not tell me about. -.-) with you. That's what sisters/friends are for right? (: You're one that I love & I appreciate our friendship. I hope you do too. (: I'm always here. Anything, you can always call my 24hrs hotline. :D I'd be there for you, yeah? Heh. Take care & I love you michy. (:
I thought it was the end of the world when I almost lost you. ):
Never leave me, darlinggg. (:
; stick with you
